eros et al doness

fades like any other color on the wall,

goes away  like the star above

runs away  like the water in the river

burns out  like the flame on a candle

signs off like the sun and the moon

dies like the heart and flower

dooms ,a fate ,uncontrollable 

broken hearted means broken soul means broken mind means broken me,i try to heal myself by picking up those bits and pieces of me that got scattered all over,here and there....i am crying but i wonder why no tears are coming out;i am shouting but feels like I'm all sound less;i am bleeding yet my blood runs smoothly inside me;i am torn into pieces but my sense tells me that i am whole;i am in deep pain but i am numb;i am lying somewhere,wounded only to find out that i am scarred;i am six feet under but i am walking on the face of the earth....

  

 hurt cannot be measured by how many tears you let go,nor the pain cannot be gauged by how many words you utter,agony cannot be scaled by the liters of blood you shell out in a battle,torment does not always go if you are torn;first you go numb, as you try to lick your wounds then next thing you know you are no longer feeling anything,death.

i am alive in the midst of death.i am whole in the edge of brokenness.i am whole yet torn.