time and beauty

i  noticed  the bonsais i bought 5 months ago in baguio got bigger and fuller..they are perfect two..and sommer is shabbily beautiful despite her lack of pampering.. my sauna pad is all messed up (and so am i)...my nanay got all wrinkles and freckles all over her face.....all these are so common and normal in my everyday that i don't bother taking time exploring or simply just taking time looking....

when was the last time you looked up in the sky and paused and let your eyes wandered in its beauty?

or you took time to gaze upon your mom's or dad's face,or your sister's or brother's?

or was there a time when you fixed your eyes with a friend who was sharing her/his thoughts with you?

Or simply gave your steady look with your one and only even both of your lips are sealed?

Or could you still remember when you let yourself be all at present and be taken away by small wonders and simple times that life offers,when you think of nothing but participate in that specific activity of awe and beauty and love and amazement.....

most of the time,we are loaded of lots of thoughts that we can no longer appreciate those wonders...we are tired,problematic or just simply disinterested and we always think that we have the reasons to be because we are indeed are experiencing those feelings of melancholia and darkness that there is nothing fun and beautiful on earth...

during my non-ritual jogs (depends when i feel like to),i usually just let my mind see things,either i walk or run and all i see are the things on my mind and not let my eyes see things as they are or at the time present surrounding me;when i realized what i was doing,because i could see no faces,trees,or houses,plants all i could see were things inside my skull like workloads,my plans,my problems,the people who are not with me and lots of stuff that hinder me seeing things that my eyes do because my mind is all loaded up..i realized i always get tired easily,not because i am tired tired but my mind and soul are.....

loosen up,let go,have your own rebirth once in while, scratch all the unused and overused stuff,savor the moment...